"I bet you were not happy when I showed up. I understand that, if I got pregnant now I would not be happy at fucking all. I know that you probably could have ditched me, had nothing to do with me, but you didn't, you stuck around and I am really glad you did." She gives him a gentle kiss on his temple after that, it means a lot to her and he may or may not be able to understand that. Maybe he could, with his own father situation, she wants him to know that she doesn't take it for granted, even if she is crazy at time.
Because two absent parents and she wouldn't be half the person she is today, maybe she would have still had all those lessons and different things to keep her busy but she would be such a lonely and shy little girl, desperate for any affection. Though if Richard would have split Susan would probably have seen no use for the child and perhaps would have given her up, or just gotten rid of her totally.
Not that Sal has any idea that could have been one of the things that happened.
"I know all those things, sometimes I forget though, it's hard to keep things in perspective." Especially when someone shows up to make your father look and act all stupid. Things are starting to make sense now, in these clear moments when she is alone with him and they are talking like this. Things tend to get blurry and she loses direction when her emotions rule her behavior and she feels unglued and unhinged.
Her tongue moves over the mark she left on him, smoothing the bruised flesh, kissing it with a sigh. "I don't know, but she better have an incredible snatch for you to do so. Why didn't we just fly? We could have, you know. I like this, a road trip, everyone always talks about going on road trips but they never do." She is just stupidly happy to spend time with him, so, so happy.
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Date: 2012-08-12 03:21 am (UTC)Because two absent parents and she wouldn't be half the person she is today, maybe she would have still had all those lessons and different things to keep her busy but she would be such a lonely and shy little girl, desperate for any affection. Though if Richard would have split Susan would probably have seen no use for the child and perhaps would have given her up, or just gotten rid of her totally.
Not that Sal has any idea that could have been one of the things that happened.
"I know all those things, sometimes I forget though, it's hard to keep things in perspective." Especially when someone shows up to make your father look and act all stupid. Things are starting to make sense now, in these clear moments when she is alone with him and they are talking like this. Things tend to get blurry and she loses direction when her emotions rule her behavior and she feels unglued and unhinged.
Her tongue moves over the mark she left on him, smoothing the bruised flesh, kissing it with a sigh. "I don't know, but she better have an incredible snatch for you to do so. Why didn't we just fly? We could have, you know. I like this, a road trip, everyone always talks about going on road trips but they never do." She is just stupidly happy to spend time with him, so, so happy.