If she got pregnant now she would certainly take care of it before he ever found out because that would mean that someone other then him has come inside of her and he has made it clear that no man should do so. Plus, she doesn't want to twist up her life in that kind of way at the moment, or, ever if at all possible. She doesn't see the appeal of children, they are messy, and noisy and don't do what you want them to do, why bother having any? That being said she is awfully glad he had her and did what she doubts she could ever do.
Cheek still on his shoulder she practically hugs his arm, keeping it close as she thinks about their conversation and where it is leading to her in her head. Generally they steer her toward memories of youth, growing up and being sometimes being small and moments that are so big she still remembers them. "I remember you took me to the first day of first grade, and I was so, so scared and I didn't want you to leave, but you promised me that I would have fun and that you would be there when I got out and you were, and I did. You were there, you didn't forget about me." Because there were times when she was forgotten, and on the Richter scale of childhood trauma that is pretty high up there. Comparatively speaking.
Laughing she lets her forehead press and roll over his shoulder as he reprimands her over her use of snatch. Very funny.
"I don't understand why you feel that you don't know me? You probably know me better then anyone else in the world, I mean you've been there from the beginning and I don't think I am a very deep well of psychological surprises."
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Date: 2012-08-12 04:00 am (UTC)Cheek still on his shoulder she practically hugs his arm, keeping it close as she thinks about their conversation and where it is leading to her in her head. Generally they steer her toward memories of youth, growing up and being sometimes being small and moments that are so big she still remembers them. "I remember you took me to the first day of first grade, and I was so, so scared and I didn't want you to leave, but you promised me that I would have fun and that you would be there when I got out and you were, and I did. You were there, you didn't forget about me." Because there were times when she was forgotten, and on the Richter scale of childhood trauma that is pretty high up there. Comparatively speaking.
Laughing she lets her forehead press and roll over his shoulder as he reprimands her over her use of snatch. Very funny.
"I don't understand why you feel that you don't know me? You probably know me better then anyone else in the world, I mean you've been there from the beginning and I don't think I am a very deep well of psychological surprises."