"Oh Jesus fucking Christ, fine she is fucking marvelous, keep saying it that makes this so much better. Have her I don't give a shit, I'm done." She is done. He'll give in and give in, and that will be that. You don't marry a person and then just stop giving in to their demands, it's a slippery slope and as much as he protests now she is positive that the day will eventually come when he just succumbs to everything she asks for no matter what that is. His promises mean very little to her at this point. It's sort of like seeing everyone get promoted above her at work while the boss is quietly insisting at employee reviews that she is doing fantastic and is completely irreplaceable. It doesn't help that he is calling her absurd when she feels that her anger and disappointment is more then valid.
"If this gesture is so meaningless then you could have bestowed it on who ever you wanted to and clearly you've made your choice." She jerks her chin away from his touch. "Don't touch me, you can just get everything you need from her from now on since she's the one that you want. I'm going to bed."
She doesn't want to have this conversation any more, there is nothing for her to say, nothing for her to do it's just sort of like yelling at the sky for no apparent reason and it doesn't even make her feel good. Rage and exhaustion are too much to handle and it makes her shake and cuts out periods of time in her head like the moment from in front of him to the stairs. There's no need for things to change, no need, everyone would have been fine just the way it is.
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Date: 2013-01-08 12:39 pm (UTC)"If this gesture is so meaningless then you could have bestowed it on who ever you wanted to and clearly you've made your choice." She jerks her chin away from his touch. "Don't touch me, you can just get everything you need from her from now on since she's the one that you want. I'm going to bed."
She doesn't want to have this conversation any more, there is nothing for her to say, nothing for her to do it's just sort of like yelling at the sky for no apparent reason and it doesn't even make her feel good. Rage and exhaustion are too much to handle and it makes her shake and cuts out periods of time in her head like the moment from in front of him to the stairs. There's no need for things to change, no need, everyone would have been fine just the way it is.