"You don’t call this a wedge?!” Because she sure does, this is a pretty big wedge because this is him taking his relationship with Delilah to another level while she remains the same and is expected not to freak out.
“You’re so full of crap, you tell me you don’t want to put all this burden on me and not have me be your partner but you won’t let me have anything else. I am your girlfriend practically it’s just that you get to set the rules and get to tell me what I get to have and what I have to pay with no reward. You have no idea what would actually happen if I was to find someone outside of you, to fall in love with that person and I don’t even get that chance to find out because you get what YOU want no matter what.” She takes a deep and shaky breath in.
“We were growing fine before she moved in, we were intimate fine before she moved in. What you think we’ll reach some fucking transcendental state because you sign a piece of fucking paper?” Now it’s her turn to sneer and roll her eyes.
She should have hit him. His face is a lot more giving and squishy then the wall. Looking down at the quickly swelling knuckles and fingers she sniffles pathetically. “I think I already did. That I regret,” because she does regret that, that’s not a good thing, and it hurts a lot and her eyes are watering from the attempt to move her hand. She isn’t paying attention to his stupid puppy dog eyes, she’ll punch him in the puppy dog eye even with her fucked up hand. That would probably hurt her more then him.
“I don’t give a shit; I am beyond caring over this any more. There’s nothing I can do, I give up."
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Date: 2013-01-08 03:46 pm (UTC)“You’re so full of crap, you tell me you don’t want to put all this burden on me and not have me be your partner but you won’t let me have anything else. I am your girlfriend practically it’s just that you get to set the rules and get to tell me what I get to have and what I have to pay with no reward. You have no idea what would actually happen if I was to find someone outside of you, to fall in love with that person and I don’t even get that chance to find out because you get what YOU want no matter what.” She takes a deep and shaky breath in.
“We were growing fine before she moved in, we were intimate fine before she moved in. What you think we’ll reach some fucking transcendental state because you sign a piece of fucking paper?” Now it’s her turn to sneer and roll her eyes.
She should have hit him. His face is a lot more giving and squishy then the wall. Looking down at the quickly swelling knuckles and fingers she sniffles pathetically. “I think I already did. That I regret,” because she does regret that, that’s not a good thing, and it hurts a lot and her eyes are watering from the attempt to move her hand. She isn’t paying attention to his stupid puppy dog eyes, she’ll punch him in the puppy dog eye even with her fucked up hand. That would probably hurt her more then him.
“I don’t give a shit; I am beyond caring over this any more. There’s nothing I can do, I give up."