Who's to know you'll soul will fade at all?

[sweetsalome]

Do not want.

    I had a dream that I was floating in the middle of the ocean.  Forever.

But hey, at least I'll get to seen Jonba.  Disjointed thoughts are cool.  Pickles.  RASPBERRIES!

No, bananas, oh banana nut muffins!  Nuts I am hungry.  This entry took me too long to actually write, and I didn't actually put anything of substance except food.

Oh, interesting fact.  Burning crack smells like burning plastic and paper.  Another interesting fact, if you do it some place semi-public, people WILL know that you are smoking crack.  Freaking Junkies.

Comments

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

Be safe. I worry about you in New York.

And stay away from the junkies, huh?

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I am safe! Mortie, I miss you!

I try, they just don't stay away from me.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I really don't like New York. L.A. junkies at least leave you alone.

I miss you too. It's oddly quiet at home without you.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

Are you coming out to New York? They sit around and ask for change, or scream at you.

That's not a good thing?

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I wish I could, baby.

No...it's actually not a good thing. Now it's too quiet and I miss sleeping next to you at night.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I thought you were, with Lauren.

I miss sleeping next to you at night, so much, it really is horrible.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

Baltimore. Lauren lives in Baltimore. And I will be visiting her there but that's not the same thing.

I just miss you.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I know she lives in Baltimore, but she said she would come to New York when you were there.

I miss you too.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

She didn't tell me that. Then I guess we will.

You're the only attraction I want to visit in New York.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I would like to take you out, see a show, have dinner with you in New York.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I'll do anything you want.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

Hide me, forever?

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

Oh, baby...would that I could.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

They arrested him, but he made bail.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I want you to come home.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I need to see this through, I need to protect Jonba, if I leave now, he'll know.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

If he hurts you, I'll kill him and I'm not kidding.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

No, Mortie, if you do that you'll be like him.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I don't care. At least he won't be able to hurt you any more.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

He won't hurt me. I have a plan to get him out of the house.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

You worry me.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

Why do I worry you?

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

Because I'm not there to make sure you're safe.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I've spent my whole life protecting myself.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I know.

Hasn't really worked too well.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

Do you?

I've done better then some.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

You've told me.

I'd still like to kill him for what he's done to you.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

Seeing is believing.

. . . So would I, sometimes. When it gets to be too much.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I don't want to see it because I don't want it to be necessary.

it's over, never again. no one is going to ever hurt you like that again.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

Neither do I, but sometimes, it's just a fact of life.


I want this to be over, I want to be safe. I want to not be scared to close my eyes.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

It shouldn't be.

You won't have to be afraid with me.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

No, but sometimes, it is. I just have to make due.

I know, I know you would never hurt me because you are a good man.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

I don't want you to make do. I hate this.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

It will be over soon, I promise. It might be hard but it will be worth it, in the end.

[pdg-mortie.livejournal.com]

Be careful, baby. I mean it.

[sweetsalome.livejournal.com]

I will, Sugar. I promise.