He is choosing, he is choosing some other woman over her. Why does he need her? Why? Salome doesn't understand, there is no need for some other woman, she is good to him, she loves him and fucks him and everything in between, she could even learn how to cook for him! She digs her fingers in her hair and tugs hard, screaming behind shut lips. It's not fair, it's not! Turning her back to him she hunches over a little and tugs again letting the sharp pain bring her back around and focus. There is nothing for her to hurt, nothing to take her anger out on except herself. Tomorrow she'll feel horribly bad for even making the dog yelp like it did, poor beast it was just in the way.
"Bullshit, bullshit, you'll give in, you will. You moved her in here and next you're giving her a ring, it's only a matter of fucking time." She doesn't trust him when it comes to this, she doesn't trust that woman not to talk him into giving her what she wants, again. Her soul aches. She just wanted it to be them, she wanted them to spend the rest of their lives together. It wasn't so bad when Delilah moved in but it wasn't how Salome had planned. Why couldn't it be just the two of them? She deserves that, she deserves that.
"What did she do, tell me and I'll do it too, I'll prove to you that I'm good enough too! Please, tell me, I'll do it." And she is pleading and hating herself for pleading and hating him for doing this to her, tossing her away for this woman and this stupid fucking marriage. There's no need for it. "You're being rash and impulsive, you wait and you'll see what a mistake you're making."
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Date: 2013-01-08 03:56 am (UTC)He is choosing, he is choosing some other woman over her. Why does he need her? Why? Salome doesn't understand, there is no need for some other woman, she is good to him, she loves him and fucks him and everything in between, she could even learn how to cook for him! She digs her fingers in her hair and tugs hard, screaming behind shut lips. It's not fair, it's not! Turning her back to him she hunches over a little and tugs again letting the sharp pain bring her back around and focus. There is nothing for her to hurt, nothing to take her anger out on except herself. Tomorrow she'll feel horribly bad for even making the dog yelp like it did, poor beast it was just in the way.
"Bullshit, bullshit, you'll give in, you will. You moved her in here and next you're giving her a ring, it's only a matter of fucking time." She doesn't trust him when it comes to this, she doesn't trust that woman not to talk him into giving her what she wants, again. Her soul aches. She just wanted it to be them, she wanted them to spend the rest of their lives together. It wasn't so bad when Delilah moved in but it wasn't how Salome had planned. Why couldn't it be just the two of them? She deserves that, she deserves that.
"What did she do, tell me and I'll do it too, I'll prove to you that I'm good enough too! Please, tell me, I'll do it." And she is pleading and hating herself for pleading and hating him for doing this to her, tossing her away for this woman and this stupid fucking marriage. There's no need for it. "You're being rash and impulsive, you wait and you'll see what a mistake you're making."