No one was thinking straight, hell she didn’t think of it at the time either and she was there and it was her hand that was hurting like hell. Well no one had a very clear head back there, it was a pretty brutal fight which really shouldn’t be a surprise for as intense as they can get with one another. Still, when you have wild fantasies of burning everyone and everything to the ground one can safely say that they weren’t in a good and clear frame of mind.
“I’m sorry,” she is, about some things, about the mean things she said but some of it she still sticks by it’s just that in the cold light of the ER life is a little different. It also feels different, being in his arms, comforted by him, life is a lot easier to take when she is with him and he’s got his arm around her because he loves her and cares for her.
She is mumbling and bumbling, “I’ll go, if you still want me to go to the wedding, I’ll go. I’m sorry I was behaving so badly, I don’t know, I just freaked out, I’m sorry.” There is just nothing more that she can say it just comes out over and over because that’s what she needs to say and she needs to be sure that he loves her and that he isn’t going to kick her down a flight of stairs. Though if he was going to he totally missed his chance.
Oddly enough his promise that he’ll always be there for her just makes her cry all the harder because if he feels miserable at her tears she feels even worse because he’s still being nice to her even though she is a horrible daughter.
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Date: 2013-01-09 07:40 pm (UTC)“I’m sorry,” she is, about some things, about the mean things she said but some of it she still sticks by it’s just that in the cold light of the ER life is a little different. It also feels different, being in his arms, comforted by him, life is a lot easier to take when she is with him and he’s got his arm around her because he loves her and cares for her.
She is mumbling and bumbling, “I’ll go, if you still want me to go to the wedding, I’ll go. I’m sorry I was behaving so badly, I don’t know, I just freaked out, I’m sorry.” There is just nothing more that she can say it just comes out over and over because that’s what she needs to say and she needs to be sure that he loves her and that he isn’t going to kick her down a flight of stairs. Though if he was going to he totally missed his chance.
Oddly enough his promise that he’ll always be there for her just makes her cry all the harder because if he feels miserable at her tears she feels even worse because he’s still being nice to her even though she is a horrible daughter.
And a terrible bear.